As part of my new what should I call it??? Anyways I'm making this huge 3 foot by 3 foot digital paintings of some tree branches, and I will finish this painting, finally. I've also gotten way better with this new... mindset (there we go). I'm making proportional profile views of faces that look human (yay!) and I feel much better now that i'm drawing for me.
I still haven't written anything and i'm letting several new ideas blossom for a few weeks and then I
ll try again and i hope to get inspired by the new miyazaki movie ponyo, and i'm also going to see the time traveler's wife.

-sorry about spelling, i'm so not bothering.

I feel like I'm stuck in an old uncomfortable mold of mine.
Like I haven't shed my skin or not all of it at least.
I got so into my story that I got bored of it and I can't write (even without all the emotional and physical problems I've been having). I can't do art either even though I have this really good drawing, I've been aiming too high, and trying to hard to put what's in my head on paper but I'm not used to big projects so I never finish anything.
I've decided to shed my skin, take a month to gather all my drawings and store them away and get a new sketchbook.
And then I'm gonna start drawing stuff just to finish it and relieve my stress from all my life problems.
Cuz I can't take the stress of maybe moving states, loosing friends, loosing sleep over that stupid ER visit that the doctor's didn't even get (I'm fine now), and I especially can't handle not having drawing as a way to relieve my stress.
And writing, I'm just gonna quit for now, try to somewhat erase the story from the front of my brain, and I'm going to completely organize the files on my computer.

And when I save enough money I'm so going to Disneyland with my friends, because i need to enjoy this summer, pe wore me out.

ps-sorry bout spelling.

Hmm...

I set the bar low and they didn't meet it. There were a bunch of expected things, a suprise mac which i cared nothing for, and a faster iphone. The sad thing is the past iphone can't do video still, at least, we're not sure (it can do it jailbroken)
there is tethering which is quite cool since most companies disapprove and i though they would never do it. The thing that disapointed me was that there wasn't even a price drop on the ipod touch.
So now theres a 100 dollar 8gb iphone and the 8gb ipod which is 130 extra
wth?!
I know I know, the iphone is cheaper because you also need to pay for the service but seriously.
Well at least we know for sure that they will update it in september or change the price
(there, i set the bar low again)


On something else
I'm going to move most of my gallery to scraps and start submitting real work.
I've finally learned and feel satisfied with my skills on a tablet plus i bought a wireless keyboard since when i close my tablet it covers it, anyways i'm so happy i can use keyboard shortcuts



ps sorry about all the tech gibberish

Hmm...

Hmm there's 15 minutes till wwdc (i know, i'm a geek at heart)
so i decided to write a short pre journal of predictions and opinions.
Let's get this straight i love the freedom of windows xp, vista sucks, and i love any computer that isn't apple, but microsoft is going downhill with vista and xbox and zune.
Apple rocks only with their ipods and iphone.
Anyways i'm hopping for an update on the ipod touch or a price drop cuz i need a new ipod, mine is too old now.
I don't really care much for the iphone but i think they'll add video to it and thats about it.
See I set the bar low, maybe they will suprise us.

Hmm...

I'm happy because:
1. State testing Ended.
2. I talked to the guy I like.
3. I can finally draw.
4. I can finally write.
5. I don't have homework.
6. We're back to our normal school schedule.
7. I got to sleep in because of our wacky schedule today, but not yesterday.
8. I needed reading glasses but got cool ones, I'll take a pic later.
9. I went to the beach and bought a coffin. Don't Ask. Jk Jk. It was at one of those pier shops. It's a really small coffin shaped box that I use as my pencil case, I'll take a pic of it too.
10. I found some really good bands.

I just wanted to do this for the sake of doing it, I'm happy I'm back to my normal self.